Thanks and apologies

Thank you so much to everyone who tagged. Your tags not only ease our grief but gives meaning to Aynee's death as well.

Four more days and we'll have to say goodbye to out sweet little angel. I would like to Thank everyone who made Aynee feel well, happy, and loved. It means so much to us that you, who have been part of Aynee's life, are with her till the end.

Later this evening, I WILL USE AYNEE'S MSN ACCOUNT TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO AYNEE'S MSN FRIENDS, AS WELL AS HER FRIENDS FROM ABROAD. IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO US, ME IN PARTICULAR, IF I COULD PERSONALLY MEET AYNEE'S PALS.

I would also like to apologize to everyone who witnessed the commotion yesterday, and I would personally like to apologize for my hot-headed actions and bad behavior. I seriously regret causing trouble in Aynee's wake and for everyone present.

I would, however like to emphasize why and what happened. Aynee's boyfriend of more than a year (almost two years in fact), what would you expect of such a man? Hearing about the accident, yet doing nothing. I understand his postition that they are no longer in a relationship, however, I expect nothing less than respect. As a man, I feel shameful of his actions. He never showed any care nor concern about my sister's demise. Wouldn't someone who claims he loves Aynee from the bottom of his heart care, the least that his ex-girlfriend passed away suddenly? He even promised me, when he asked me for permission to be my sister's boyfriend, that he will never hurt her. He never stood by those words. Even in Aynee's wake, he never showed even his shadow. This is probably the worse he could hurt her, not even bidding farewell. he does not even acknowledge the fact that they know each other, let alone, were together. He does no dwell in the past he said, but this is just too much. And he dares to send flowers and cards. He shows no concern, grief, whatsoever. I'm sorry, but I can never accept anything from that boy. Even if Aynee condemns me for this, I will never be able to forgive him. I wish that he will never show his face up to me or I might not be able to hold myself back; I might not be able to control myself again.

The family does not blame him however. Although we stand by the ground that we cannot accept his behaviour. My mom howver, is upset. So upset that it adds to her grief. Her pain is weighed by her anger, as this boy, who she welcomed with open arms, who she considered a family for such a long time, just suddenly worsened her heartache. This causes her to put a blame on him. I would like to apologize on her behalf.

-Chino.